Fifty

Let's talk ladies! About fifty shades of Grey shall we!

First and foremost this is one of the best books that I have read. I finished all three in four days! Captivating is the correct word. I don't know what it is (well I actually I do) maybe the soft porn that this involved. But let's be honest I am sure all the men who have their significant others reading this are not complaining. Yes, I will admit some of the scenes can be classified as porn but I think there is so much more to this story!

They are in love they have so much passion that it makes me think about my own life. When I finished the third book it made me sad! I never felt a connection like this to a book. It also makes me upset because I think that that is how love should be. You should have so much passion and desire in your relationship that you could not possibly think about being with anyone else. However, time and time again I am told that this is not real life and I honestly think that this book has ruined me ha! I think that I have so much hope and am ready to drop everything to find this but am told it will never happen. Yes, their relationship is not usual but you have someone who was sexually a virgin and someone who was an emotional virgin and they grew together. I love everything about it!

Now since I have finished I can't help but think about the movie. I do not think that the movie will work. I don't think that they can keep all the vital parts of the books to reflect all the emotion in it. But I have thought of who the characters should be after Chelsea's post Monday I am totally sold on Matt Lanter!

This picture is what had me sold

oh hey I am billionaire! I think he could totally play if off and he is hott let's be honest!

Those eyes and that hair! Think about the picture below with no shirt on and THOSE ripped jeans! ( you ladies know what jeans I am talking about)

Now for the girl I cannot think of anyone better or more appropriate then Mila Kunis.

I think she could play the part of the dressed up wife and the part of the innocent girl with no make up on.

I still can't believe that the book is finsihed I might just have to read it again!

I heart Tattoos!

Today I am linking up with the beautiful and amazing Raven to show off our tattoos!

 My first tattoo I got when I was 17!

It says hope and its on my back in between my shoulder blades. Now this tattoos reads two things when looking at my back it says hope but when I bend over it says love!

I love this tattoo if I did it over I would have gone bigger! I wish that the wings would have covered more of my back and I have thought about adding and making the wings bigger but then the wording would no be proportioned! I got this tattoo becasue I believe with hope and love that anything is possible!

My second tattoo I got on my 18th birthday weekend!

It covers the top of my right foot. I think this might be my favorite tattoo. It holds the most meaning as well. I got this for my dad and I. We do not have a good relationship at all. When my parents got divorced things happened that I am just not ready to let go of yet. I know everyone says that you only have one dad and you will regret this time, but at the same time I need to find forgiveness and I need to want to have the relationship. I am trying and I am trying to let things go, but I was hurt emotionally by him and that will take time. I got this because I said that if we ever do work on it and I have a full relationship with him I would get the key to match. 

My third tattoo is on the side of my leg closer to the top going to my hip!

I actually got this down senior week! This holds a lot of meaning as well. The fairy represents me and the lily that the fairy is laying in is suppose to represent my mom for all that she has done for me, the way she holds me and influences most of what I do. The smaller flowers represent my sister and niece and I need to go have one added since my other niece will be one in April. This tattoo is the one that I plan to add to when I have kids and make it a scene and go up my leg in to my side.

My fourth tatto covers my left foot!

And it simply means wherever you go, go with all you heart. If your heart is not 100% in it don't do it.

I love all my tattoos and do not regret any of them! They are addicting my next one that I plan to get will be a pin up nurse on my lower back. That is going to be reward to myself once I finish nursing school! motivation people!

 

Ringing in the new year!

To bring the new year in we went to Zach's brothers. A small get together with about 11 people but just right.



Circle of death with wine!

Then came the broken wine glass!

Then at midnight went outside did sose screaming and popping poppers! perfect ending with a kiss!

Cathcing up!

Now that I have caught up on everyone's blogs, New year, and recaps of 2011 I guess now would be a good time to catch up from the rest of 2011.

Halloween Zach worked late and I went trick or treating with my nieces.



November Zach and I celebrated 3 years together and Thanksgiving. However I don't have pictures from either.

December

We celebrated my cousins 45th birthday and had a suprise party!
We went to Zach's works Christmas party!


Celebrated Kylie turning three!


Then spent Christmas eve with Zach's family and then my Aunts!



Then Christmas morning Zach and I woke up early to exchange gifts! He did amazing this year.
I got a new laptop, a printer, a Sephora giftcard, and a perfume set from Victoria Secret. Ah I love him! After we exchanged gifts we go to my moms for breakfast and to unwrap presents.




Then we went to Zach's aunts for Dinner, came home and caught up on Son's of Anarchy! It was a pretty perfect day!