Challenege Day Five!

So can I just say that when I woke up this morning I was in mood to get out of bed. We are having torrential down pour here today and the boyfriend didn't have to work because he works outside and our bed was just so comfy. On top of it raining and running late I am to give a speech tonight for class that I was  and we have to dress up. So while everyone else at work today is in jeans and comfy clothes because it's one of those days I'm in black dress pants. Best part of the day 1:00pm. I received a message that school is closing at 2:10 everything after that cancelled for the night! I was so excited. No speech, no walking to class dressed up or in the rain. I have never been so happy for rain before. Now onto the challenge.

Six things that you wish you never did or could change!

This is super hard for me because I don't really regret anything or wish to change anything.

1. I wish that I would have tried harder in my class this summer. Since I didn't do well in that I am now a year behind my original schedule I wanted to be.Working full time and taking 10 credits is still hard.

2. I wish that I would have not thought about other people, but myself and applied for out of state schools. I would have loved to go away and experience college and not have to work full time but go to school full time.

3. I wish I never would have started drinking Starbucks. Almost a daily habit and gets expensive lol.

4. Moved out as young as I did. yes I love the freedom, but I could have saved a lot of money.

5. Never stopped talking to Danielle in high school. Yes we are close now, but we could have had a lot of memories junior and senior year.

6. I wish on a couple of occasions that I would have really told people how I feel instead of worrying about the other person and trying to be nice.

Challenge..Always on my mind!

So I know that I skipped yesterday which is not a good thing for the Challenge but yesterday was pretty busy and no lie I went to bed at 8. I was so tired. So I will do yesterday's challenge today and today's tonight!

 Seven things that are always on my mind.

* School. It stresses me out. Even if I know that I don't have something due I am still thinking that I should be studying or doing something.

* My future. When will I finish school, where will I work, where will I live, the decisions I'm making now regarding my love life, will that be good or is going to be bad.

* My bed. I love my bed and I love sleeping so every free second I get that's where I wish I could be lol.

* The weekend. By the time that Wednesday comes around I am already trying to figure out the weekend and make sure that I am not over lapping anything and making sure we have something fun to do.

* The gym. I have a love hate relationship with the gym. With work and school again, going to the gym at night is the last thing I want to do, but I know how good I feel once I get there and I love getting results its just being motivated to get up and go.

* What my sister is having. I think I am just as anxious as them to find out what it will be, but we still have a couple of weeks.

* Money. Trying to budget and just make sure that rent and school is paid, plus have some in the savings, but this girl loves to shop and to go out! You have to limit somethings.

Can't live without you!

Challenge day number three! 8 things that I cannot live without.

* Cellphone! I am on it all the time.Seriously while I am at work and school included. I'm addicted.

* A car. I know that sounds bad but I really couldn't imagine just getting in and going wherever I needed to go whenever.

* Mascara. That is the only makeup that I wear daily.

* Coffee! I drink it every day sometime all day. I love it!

* Showers. I love showering. I think it is so relaxing and when your not rushing its so nice to take your time shaving and washing your face, and just soaking up the hot water.

* Flip Flops. Those are the ONLY shoes that I wear during the summer. I get upset when I have to put them away, because unless its heels I hate wearing shoes.

* Family. They're my back bone every step of the way. And my best friends are my family so they are included in this!

*Electronics. I had to put this as one because camera and computer/Internet are a must.I need the camera to capture everything and I need the Internet and computer to share it and save it.

Challenge day number two!

Nine things that most people don't know about me!

* I want a big family! I love being around family, especially during the holidays, but anytime is also good. I love being close to my family.

* I cannot sleep without a cover on me. It has to be a comforter or blanket I despise top sheets.

* I don't have to get dressed up for work so most days I just wear jeans, but I am in a better mood when I do dress up and take the extra time to get ready.

* Bubblegum vodka is my drink my of choice ever since last year.

* I am not a morning person! I wish I  could sleep in everyday.

* I love having heart to hearts every once in awhile. Zach and I used to have them when we first got together, so sometimes its nice to have them. Ashley and I have the best ones though.

* I am deathly scared of being in a bad car accident, this scares me as much as someone breaking to my house. That is my other top fear.

* I love trying new things! I would be up for pretty much trying anything once.(exclusions of drugs or anything like that). You only live once so You have to have fun.

* I am usually a very nice a person and very good about not judging people or their lifestyle. But I do get extremely angry these days when so many young kids are having babies and don't take responsibility for any of it. It breaks my heart to know that there are people who are out there that would kill to be able to have kids and cannot and then you have people who just don't care, are too lazy to take precautions to not have kids and then don't really focus on taking care of them.

Well now that I am done that I will just give a little update. First, I am so tired and thankful that it is Friday. I have so much cleaning to do tonight and tomorrow when I get off, but it will be worth it. I am having a pumpkin bake swap tomorrow at the apt for us girls. It was really just an excuse to get the girls together but also bring in the fall. Everyone has to make something with pumpkin in it. I have all the recipes to give to everyone and then everyone can just have a relaxing night. I will post pictures later this weekend because I am so excited. Then Sunday I am sure we will go somewhere for the Ravens game and then I need to study blah. But I hope everyone has a great weekend.

Challenge!

So I got this idea from Kristen@all in my twenties and I love the idea! It's a blogging challenge for the next ten days! Heres the list:

Day 1: Ten things you want to say to ten people right now.

Day 2: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day 3: Eight things you couldn't live without.

Day 4: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day 5: Six things you wish you could change or wish you would have never done.
Day 6: Five people who mean a lot to you.
Day 7: Four turn offs.Day 8: Three turn ons.
Day 9: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day 10: One confession.

Ok so day one here goes nothing, Ten things I want to say to ten people!

Ashley- You are my best friend! You know everything about me and are always there no matter. Sometimes you know me better then myself. Your there when I am happy and your there when I'm sad. You can always make me laugh and have a good time. We have been through some very memorable things together and I hope so many more. I love you!

Zach- Me and you have been through a lot. Mostly very happy. From when we talked junior year in high school to not talking at all then getting back together senior year at homecoming. I can honestly you have been the first love of my life. Lately we have been having some problems,but I do have faith that it will work out the way it is suppose to. I just want you to be happy no matter what! you are a great person and I will ALWAYS love you.



Jess- I am so glad you are my sister and we are finally closer now. You have helped me a lot lately. I admire you I want to be as good as a mom and wife that you are.



Danielle- I have known you for nine year now, thats crazy to think about lol. We were the best of best friends in middle school and freshman year. You helped me through a time in my life when I didn't what I was going to do. We drifted apart junior and senior year and here we are again and it feels like nothing has changed. I love you! You are my sister from a different mother because we are soo much alike its kinda scary ha. 



My Mom- Even though you act crazy sometimes and give your opinion way to often; sometimes when its not asked I know that you love us and thats why you do it. You have put up with a lot from Jess and I as well at the step children. You do deserve the best! I love you and I know you would do anything for us.

Alaina- We used to be super close and I still do enjoy hanging out with you, but you need to grow up and start to realize your actions. You don't care about anyone but yourself when you make decisions I respect this because you are living the life you want, but you don't realize that you are hurting the people that you will need.

Kylie- you are the most amazing 21 month old baby that has ever existed( very bias I know, but we all have that right lol). You are loved by so many people. If I am having a bad day to come over and see you as young and carefree as you are just makes my day. You are turning into a very pleasant little girl, you are no longer a baby, especially since you will be a big sister in March.



Troy- you are the best cousin in the world. We aren't as close as we used to be but I know that if I need you you are there. I am so proud of all your accomplishments.



All my teacher this semester- I think all the teachers need to get together with one another when deciding when test and papers are due. For my three classes everything is due on the same week. For example next week Monday I have a microbiology quiz, then Tuesday I have a paper due, Wed. My microbiology test, thursday I have to give a speech. Seriously Sunday will be spent studying not watching football which is what is intended for on Sundays.

Luke- you have changed so much in the past two years. You have grown up and realize what you need to do. You are a great father and it amazes me how much you do for him when we know how much she doesn't.

TGIF!

TGIF! I am so excited that its Friday. I woke up in a really good mood today got my pumpkin coffee now just to make it to 5. When I get off my sister and I are going to Michaels to get some paper to make banners and all for My bake swap next weekend (which I cannot wait for) After that I need to go home and get some stuff done around the apt so this bakeswap can even happen. Tomorrow I get to sleep in somewhat I took off work because we have a wedding to go at 2. I will post pictures later this weekend. I love weddings! And this wedding is Raven themed, so my dress is purple and black. Then on Sunday I plan to relax and do something/ go somewhere to watch the Ravens game. Busy weekend, but we will make it through again I just want to get it started already.

Top Two Tuesday!

Things you want to accomplish before the end of the year.

1. I want to finish loosing weight and be at my goal weight. So I have another 20 to go.

2. I want to be able to priortize and really take time for school. I am horrible at picking school and homework over fun! I love to do stuff and go out and I am not a big fan of school. 

Weekend Recap!

So this weekend was a very slow paced relaxing weekend. Friday I got off work and we headed to the mall to meet my sister and her family. I had to get two birthday presents for that weekend and I had to get shoes for a Wedding this weekend! So I got a pair of shoes that I really like and a pair that are adorable just for me to wear whenever I like! I will have to post a picture later because I am in love. I also started xmas shopping for my niece too! yes I cant believe it and yes I do know it is only September, but I cant resist. So I go home and try on the dress for the wedding with the shoes I got and I can not wear the shoes there too tall and make the dress look to short :(. so this week my goal find a cute pair of flats. Saturday I worked till about 1:30 then went and got my hair done, then we went to eat dinner for our friend Karman's 21st! After we went home and went to bed. i have been tired a lot lately I think its adjusting to the school schedule. Sunday it was rainy here perfect day for being lazy and football, But I had a 1st Birthday party. I left my cousins and went home about 6ish and cleaned then went to get groceries for the week. Came home did some homework and went to bed. Awesome weekend. Woke up this morning and had a flat tire so good thing my parents took off work today because I had to have my step dad come change it as Zach was already at work. i know sad I should be able to do it myself, but lets be honest I don't and I wouldn't know where to begin. Good note today's work day is a little more then half way over. Counting down. School then RAVENS!

Lost

These past few days I can't even begin to describe how I feel. I feel happy, I feel tired, I feel sad, I feel disappointed, I feel lost. I feel like my life is out of my control and slipping through my fingers. How do you want something, but then your unsure if you want it? How do you walk away when all you do is second guess if you really need what your walking away from? How do leave knowing that you realize you need what you left, but they are no longer there? How do you know if the love you once had is still there? How do you begin to fix something that crumbles more and more everyday. How do you make such hard decisions. I don't know how to make decisions. I am the worst at them. I am famous for running away when things get hard. I wish there was someone that could just hand me the answers on a silver platter. yes my friends try to help, but they can't make the desicions for me or even tell me what to do. Whats meant to be will be right? I have to say I hate that saying. The waiting and the pain of getting whats meant to be is super hard.

Fall!

So today I decided to participate in the undomestic momma's top two tuesday, because I love fall. So todays topic is your two favorite things about fall!

1. I love fall clothes! I love wearing jeans, boots, sweaters, jackets, and scarves. Or on my bummy days I love wearing sweatpants and a hoodie!

2. I love baking and all the foods and drinks that come out because of fall. Starbucks Pumpkin latte could quit possible be one of the best inventions.

Other things that I love about fall

-The candles

-the cooler weather

-the holidays

-Halloween! Everything from dressing up to the haunted houses to pumpkin farms.

-Decorating

-Football.

The only negative about fall is that I do not like when it gets dark earlier it makes me more tired and not want to go to school at night!

Hump Day!

So this week I have started school and I can already tell its going to be stressful and I really need to try and keep up! I have english which hopefully will be the easiest I usually do well in my English classes. My other class is microbiology and I know this will be hard, but my teacher is super nice and has taught for 40 years so he knows what works and puts lots of practice test and exc. up which they seem to help me a lot on test. My last class which I think is the worst class ever invented is SPEECH! I am not a shy person if I met you at a party or on the street or in the halls of the college or at work, but put me where I have to stand in front of everyone and not be able to read off a paper, you should just fail me now.
    On to some more happy things I think me and Zach are going to look at a new apt this weekend. I am kinda excited I love looking at new things. I wish that every house that was up for sale we could go in just to see what it looks like..weird I know, But I think it would be neat!
    Now on to some really exciting news that I can finally talk about now! My sister who is also one of my best friends is pregnant again! If you go to her site you can see the shirt she put my niece in to tell everyone! I am so excited!