Getting too big!

So I was talking to my sister yesterday as usual and showing her all these cute things that I found for my nieces and the one was a dress and she said "oh she will need those especially since shes getting ready to be potty trained". I mean really. We went shopping awhile ago and she bought her a potty but she doesn't use it she just sits acts like she goes before her bath and then jumps in the tub. It really makes me sad I think more then my sister that she is being potty trained. I mean really! I remember staying at the hospital and changing this two day old baby's diaper I can not believe how grown up she is becoming.



Leaving the Hospital

Leaving for daycare

Its so funny to hear her talk and see the little girl that she is becoming! I love dressing her now and how cute things are as well as how much fun it is to take her to do stuff and actually see how excited she gets! I love her to pieces and seeing her as happy as she is just makes me hope that she is always this happy because I couldn't imagine seeing her hurt. Now that I miss her and want to get off work and go see her I guess I will just have to post pictures instead!





Now as much as she is growing up it makes me super excited for this baby to make their appearance.

Only five weeks left! Brooklyn Grace!

Update!

So I haven't updated about life in awhile, probably because nothing too exciting is happening.
*So this post is mostly for me because it is about Zach and I so if you don't want to read feel free to skip!
Lately, we have been having problems. I am just not so sure if my feelings are the same as his. I love him don't get me wrong I am just not sure that I am in love in with him. Sometimes I wonder if we didn't move in together if we would be together at this time or if we would be even stronger in our relationship. We have two big problems in our relationship. He doesn't communicate well and he doesn't trust. If something is bothering him he won't just come out and tell me it takes him to the point where he is so angry or frustrated then he does it. The next thing is trust. He is very insecure and I think that is why he doesn't trust me. Lately, since we have been rocky he gets angry when I go out, to the point where I feel like I am asking him if he cares or will get mad if I go out instead of jsut saying " hey I am going out be back later". Sometimes I honestly feel like I am talking to my dad because he ask where I am going, who will be there, and will I will be home. Really? I mean that is extreme considering most of the time I am out with my friend Danielle. Then he wants to know why I feel the need to go out without him. I try to tell him its NORMAL to have time apart. But since we got together he really doesn't talk to any of his friends so he doesnt' go out and I wish he would! So this is our downfall that we are working on because I told him that I cannot give up my ME time and time apart that is needed for the relationship to be healthy. its just a lot lately and I am not one that is good with change at all so we shall see where this takes us.

Monday!



* My lack of blogging is due to the fact that work is absolutely beyond a doubt super stressful and that Zach and I have not been the best lately. Its really put a toll on me and I am just trying to figure things out in this thing called life.

* I started the 30 day shred yesterday and can I say that I felt that workout in my thighs today!

* My night consisted of a night for me. I came home from working overtime, did the 30 day shred, went to get my eye brows waxed, got chinese and watched Dear John. Love that movie gets me everytime!

* I am currently going broke because of gas prices, and the fact that on my birthday I might not have went and bought my own Coach purse...oops.

* I can't wait for St.Patricks day because Danielle and I are having a party at her house, then next I can't wait till April, my sister will be having my niece!

A post that makes no sense and just because I have lacked blogging and told my self that I will do better. Eh atleast this is consistent with my life right now! Hope you ladies had a good Monday.

Can't Imagine!

I know that I get the worst blogger award. It really has been too long especially since I have not posted about valentine's, my birthday, fogo or anything for that matter, but I have had school and some other things going on (a post for another day) but can I just say that my heart is aching today. As a lot of you know I am going to school for nursing and as hard as school is and this is just the begining, but that I cannot wait absolutely cannot wait till the day that I become one. Today on WPOC our contry station they are raising money for St. Jude. I did one of my speeches for class on St. Jude. I am such a strong believer in everything they do! They pay for everything that the insurance doesn't pay for. They have places that the families can stay. It truly is an amazing hospital. But the sad touching part is that the radio station is playing some really touching songs mixed in with stories of the families that have to go through what they do. But my heart is also aching for the blogs that I come across and absolutely touch my heart. here, here,here. The last one is an older one but I just came across it a couple of months ago after reading immediatly went out and bought her book that she wrote! These blogs are so touching in so many ways and I just chose three there are hundreds of blogs out there with these families struggles. My heart just aches for them and tears come everytime I couldn't imagine going through what these families do and still being so strong. I can't wait to be a nurse because I want to work in the nicu and I can't wait to help and work with these kids.