Today is my first time participating in Getting to know you! Go visit MannLand5 and link up!

1. If you accidently knick a car in a parking lot..Do you leave a note or do you get the heck out of there?

   Honestly It depends if its just a tiny knick then I do leave :( not proud of it but now if you could tell there was damage done then I would leave a note.
2. Love your body or plastic surgery?
    I have thought about getting a boob job when I was a little older and could afford it. I mean not totally sure if I would, but I wouldn't change like my face or anything.
3. What about your favorite blog(s) continues to drive you back?
   I like how honest the people are, the fun games, and ones that you can relate to!
4. What percent of your blog is BS just to make your life seem more interesting than it really is?
   0% everything is true duh I mean mine is not that interesting ha!
5. If you had to give up one type of meat for the rest of your life, what would it be?
   hmm I think Pork.
6. How often to you eat out?
   Well since it was summer it was quit often which is a bad habit because you spend so much moneyeating out but normally when I am in school its usually just like friday or Saturday night.
7. Skinny jeans or boot cut jeans?
   Deff. Both!
8. If you caught your spouse cheating would you forgive, divorce, or plan your kill?
   hm most likely divorce,but honestly who can answer this until youve been put through it and hopefully I never will be.

If you really knew me...

So I am going to jump on the bandwagon as well from Leslie at A blonde Ambition and Brittany at Simplicity in Baltimore. The idea came from the tv show on MTV called if you really knew me. The show goes around to different high schools and the students share things about them. The point is to try and let everyone see that not everyone is perfect and all people have things that no one knows about them.

Leslie's was very light hearted and Brittany's a bit more personal so whatever you want to share its up to you! mine will be a little of both.

• I love the fall season. Everything about it from the trees changing colors, to the good pumpkin and gingerbread lattes coming out, to the clothes you can wear, to the candle scents, to the holidays!
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• I love decorating for Christmas!
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• I am scared to have children in this day and age. I can't begin to tell you how what this world is coming to disgust me.
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• My Parents divorced when I was in sixth grade. Till this day I can remember almost everything that me and my sister were put through and the words that were said during fights. It has been one of the hardest things I have been through in my short life.Unfortunately I can't let everything go and I still lack a relationship with my dad.
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• I am the biggest scaredy cat when it comes to bugs. If I see them in the house I will watch it so that I know where it is at all times and get someone to come kill it. I can honestly say that I cry if I have to kill it by myself.
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• I have four tattoos and I love all of them!
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• I have a problem with making big decisions. When it comes to following my heart and listening to my head I can't do it. I will most likely choose which option doesn't hurt anyone or affect anyone but myself.
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• Sometimes I wish it was possible to be as carefree as I once was.
• I love shopping for anyone or anything. I feel better though if I am spending money on other people and not myself.
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It's A New Day!

So today is a brand new day and I feel a better. These past couple of days I have been so emotional and not too sure why. Z and I had a conversation last night that hopefully made things a little easier and we are working on some stuff. Monday was our 1yr and 9 month anniversary so exciting! I think I am starting to get stressed and nervous about classes starting up on Monday.
Since I wasn't in the mood this weekend to blog let me go ahead and give a weekend recap. Friday night zach left me to go to the beach, lucky. I however had a girls night with my best friend Ashley. Then Saturday I had to work, but when I got off I headed to the beach. That night we just relaxed we went to dinner and for the life of me I forget were we went, but I have the best chicken and shrimp alfredo. Then we headed back to the room and just relaxed. Sunday I was hoping to go to the beach, but that didn't happen it rained. We went to the dough roller for breakfast then headed to Delaware for the outlets. I had fun and started Christmas Shopping :) I am so excited for the Holidays. Then on Monday I took off work so I unpacked caught up on some laundry and took my niece out! She is so happy and good and it makes me so happy to see how Z acts with her. I know someday he will be a great father. 
Dissapointed that I did not take one picture!

complicated!

"I'm starting to get a little freaked out, but I'm not gonna break. It's not because I don't care, because I do care what you think about me, I do. Care. I just can't tell you want you want to hear. Which seems to be a theme in my life right now. Just because you can't say something doesn't mean you don't want to, you can want to very much. You can be with a person and be happy with them and not love them. And you can love somebody and not want to be with them. You don't need to love someone to want them. Now that's frustrating, when what your brain tells you you want and what you actually want don't match up. It's exhausting. And, well, it's complicated. But that's life. And life... sucks"

So this is a quote I found today and it described how I have been feeling these past couple of days. So I figured I would just post that so I didn't have to type in detatils what all has been on my mind. I just need to vent.