Weekend Recap!

So this weekend was a very slow paced relaxing weekend. Friday I got off work and we headed to the mall to meet my sister and her family. I had to get two birthday presents for that weekend and I had to get shoes for a Wedding this weekend! So I got a pair of shoes that I really like and a pair that are adorable just for me to wear whenever I like! I will have to post a picture later because I am in love. I also started xmas shopping for my niece too! yes I cant believe it and yes I do know it is only September, but I cant resist. So I go home and try on the dress for the wedding with the shoes I got and I can not wear the shoes there too tall and make the dress look to short :(. so this week my goal find a cute pair of flats. Saturday I worked till about 1:30 then went and got my hair done, then we went to eat dinner for our friend Karman's 21st! After we went home and went to bed. i have been tired a lot lately I think its adjusting to the school schedule. Sunday it was rainy here perfect day for being lazy and football, But I had a 1st Birthday party. I left my cousins and went home about 6ish and cleaned then went to get groceries for the week. Came home did some homework and went to bed. Awesome weekend. Woke up this morning and had a flat tire so good thing my parents took off work today because I had to have my step dad come change it as Zach was already at work. i know sad I should be able to do it myself, but lets be honest I don't and I wouldn't know where to begin. Good note today's work day is a little more then half way over. Counting down. School then RAVENS!

Lost

These past few days I can't even begin to describe how I feel. I feel happy, I feel tired, I feel sad, I feel disappointed, I feel lost. I feel like my life is out of my control and slipping through my fingers. How do you want something, but then your unsure if you want it? How do you walk away when all you do is second guess if you really need what your walking away from? How do leave knowing that you realize you need what you left, but they are no longer there? How do you know if the love you once had is still there? How do you begin to fix something that crumbles more and more everyday. How do you make such hard decisions. I don't know how to make decisions. I am the worst at them. I am famous for running away when things get hard. I wish there was someone that could just hand me the answers on a silver platter. yes my friends try to help, but they can't make the desicions for me or even tell me what to do. Whats meant to be will be right? I have to say I hate that saying. The waiting and the pain of getting whats meant to be is super hard.

Fall!

So today I decided to participate in the undomestic momma's top two tuesday, because I love fall. So todays topic is your two favorite things about fall!

1. I love fall clothes! I love wearing jeans, boots, sweaters, jackets, and scarves. Or on my bummy days I love wearing sweatpants and a hoodie!

2. I love baking and all the foods and drinks that come out because of fall. Starbucks Pumpkin latte could quit possible be one of the best inventions.

Other things that I love about fall

-The candles

-the cooler weather

-the holidays

-Halloween! Everything from dressing up to the haunted houses to pumpkin farms.

-Decorating

-Football.

The only negative about fall is that I do not like when it gets dark earlier it makes me more tired and not want to go to school at night!

Hump Day!

So this week I have started school and I can already tell its going to be stressful and I really need to try and keep up! I have english which hopefully will be the easiest I usually do well in my English classes. My other class is microbiology and I know this will be hard, but my teacher is super nice and has taught for 40 years so he knows what works and puts lots of practice test and exc. up which they seem to help me a lot on test. My last class which I think is the worst class ever invented is SPEECH! I am not a shy person if I met you at a party or on the street or in the halls of the college or at work, but put me where I have to stand in front of everyone and not be able to read off a paper, you should just fail me now.
    On to some more happy things I think me and Zach are going to look at a new apt this weekend. I am kinda excited I love looking at new things. I wish that every house that was up for sale we could go in just to see what it looks like..weird I know, But I think it would be neat!
    Now on to some really exciting news that I can finally talk about now! My sister who is also one of my best friends is pregnant again! If you go to her site you can see the shirt she put my niece in to tell everyone! I am so excited!